Pick a kid, any kid

Now that things are moving along and feeling much more definite, we've started talking to Riley about the adoption process and her new brother. (Yes, I said brother.) I ordered several childrens books on the subject to help explain in terms that I hoped an almost 4 year old could understand.

One book is about all the things that she, as the big kid, will need to teach her new little brother. She now loves telling me about all the things that she is going to teach him and share with him. I'm sure that will change once he's here and its not so new anymore, but for now it warms my heart. Another book explains how mommy & daddy will fly in an airplane, over the ocean to bring home her new sibling.

I'm not sure if Ri is just tired of waiting or if we need to spend a little more time explaining the process because yesterday she told Ms. Janice that she was going "to go to school and bring home a kid".

I wish it was that easy. =)

To Russia with Love

Our formal application for the Russian adoption program has been filed. Referral letters are being written and we are starting to make a dent in the pile of paperwork and education requirements.

It feels so good to be making forward progress once again. But more importantly, this decision feels good....really, really good. I can safely say that we don't have any regrets or anxiety over this change.

I'm sure when I start thinking about: all the things I need or want to do before baby comes home, making 3 trips across the globe to Russia, sleepless nights, diapers etc., I'll have my fair share of anxiety.

However, for now I just feel good...really, really good.

I Gotta Feelin'

I don't do resolutions, but I do set goals. This year I have two lofty, yet exciting goals:

Goal 1: Bring a baby home

With our home study set to expire this month, we have decided a new approach is needed in 2011. We are currently in the process of moving from our agency's domestic program to their Russian international program. This decision was made with lots of soul searching, plenty of research, and many heart felt discussions. We both feel, without of doubt, that we are doing the best thing not only for our family, but for our future child who needs a loving family.

We have tons of paperwork, evaluations, screenings & educations requirements to complete just to get started in the program so there is no doubt the year is starting off busy. I'll try my best to keep everyone updated on our progress.

Goal 2: Run a half marathon

While, it falls much lower on the priority list, I'm registered to run the USAF half marathon in September. Hopefully, this will be a nice distraction from #1.

I gotta feelin', its gonna be a good, good year!